Korean Mindset

So my dad's friend was over at my house today. Old friend of his, who is quite close to our family. Anyway.. I haven't seen the guy in at least 6 months... And he says "you get prettier everytime I see you! (turns to my dad) oh man, once she graduates from college, hurry and marry her off!". THANK GOD my father actually knows me a little bit, he said "oh god no, she's not even thinking about that".

But really, that's just the way things are done in Korea. Women go to college, graduate with a freakin' degree, and get MARRIED. What's the point of spending so much energy and money to get a college education, if you're just gonna get married, have kids, and settle down? And why is it okay for people to tell me to do so. I want to bask in my achievements before I'm tied down, you know? If I even ever want to be tied down...

Marriage.. God, that's a scary thought...

NEW JOB!!!!!!

I am bulletproof

So as many of you may already know, I no longer work at Chili's. I am currently unemployed and looking for a job at a fine dining restaurant. School's finally out, but I should be starting summer school in about a month.. I honestly can't start back up this coming Monday, that just too much.

Hmm.. well things are alright, life is alright. There's really just nothing going on at all... I spend most of my days watching TV and on the computer.. It's kind of ridiculous, if you ask me. Or ricockulous.. whatever it's called. Hahaha...

Not having anything to do give me too much time to think, though... I need to start working ASAP!!! Job hunting starts June 4th, baby!!!

My apologies

I'm sorry to everyone or anyone that I've hurt in the past

Everyone and anyone who I will hurt in the future

I'm sorry.

And I'm sorry for not being that great person that everyone saw in me

I'm sorry for not being as good as you thought I was...

I'm sorry for not being as good as I thought I was...

And thank you..

Thank you so much for always believing in me..

Knowing that I am who I am..

And believing that I am better than who I am..

That I will be better than who I am...

Thank you.